3.09.2015

string lights

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my heart broke open and water
spilled out my eyes
it was just about money
that i'm alright
we're alright
there's enough to cover, always enough
and the release of all this energy I had compelled -
was so audacious to think I should hold -
came rushing out      . fragile

im covered
hes covered me
together

he cries with me in gratitude and joy
in the heavy rain-cloud darkness
that's just where I live
and isn't me or inside me

the lump in my throat of
'I can't do this'ness the
'you do this'ness

and it was only money

then relationship
where the word is the fulness -
the lights strung between hearts

and I'm warm
because he's here.