I am . dreaming?
flyover of city blocks, houses.
no. yes. I'm happy.
where the leaves fall and collect in the gutter
she sent me letters though she lived a couple blocks away.
she should have saved the stamp.
but snail mail is so good.
he was unabashed.
he liked me and said so.
I didn't expect it.
or know how to handle it.
sry. can't . like guys.
muh bad.
and so he stopped
because he knew what he liked
and what he wanted
and how to get it
and I didn't know any of that.
of course we never would have gone together.
He was younger than me and knew more
and .. why didn't I say yes?
I was afraid of change?
actually, it doesn't matter now.
I'll say yes moving forward.
There's no breath in the old stuff
simply letting him pass over me
opened my windows to a new way.
geez.
who knew people were important.
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