1.10.2012

Listen Here

Do you think everything has a voice?
Cabinets, carpets, trees, a house's face. The bible says the rocks cry out.
Do you think anything can speak?
I imagine that everything has something to say, people waste their voices, but assuming every object has a purpose, what better way for that purpose be illuminated than for the very steward of that purpose to talk about it? I'm not saying I want to chat with a lampstand. If my purpose is to live and grow thicker, bolder, and more colorful (in Life) here, then I can grow. The same way a detective can read and perceive a truth and move with his gut in pursuit of his end, perhaps if we learned to listen in a new way, we could never be without sustenance, purpose, and innovation. I see the perceiving of these sounds as a stillness of the soul, like a pool which grows in content and depth when a thing is deposited in it. If your pool is rocky, you won't notice anything else coming at you because it's lost in the ruckus. But if you're quiet in spirit, the sounds and ripples will give the thing away. Things are slipping into your pool every day; do you know it?

Either objects are given a voice or someone is speaking through them. The voice is speaking of experience, life and direction, or lamenting its fear, destruction, and sadness. Who's speaking where and to what end? If Expansion is speaking, then I am illuminated and so I grow. If close-mindedness is speaking, I'm held down and hate it, but think myself safe. What will I hear of? I lean less on the lesser voice because I have been shown it's not prosperous, though at one point I thought it was.
My faith isn't airy-fairy (my new catch-all term for a sort of hippie reception - indiscriminate might be more appropriate), it's expanding to perceive more of god and life. I've been stuck in a mindset so I wouldn't move but God's endlessly expanding and moving, so I must learn to move like a greased wheel.
Life as energy. Given that everything in a room has energy (a temperature, a flammable mass, nutrients for things to grow in), then the energy of god is thrumming through all things. Sedentary, propelled, wet, hot, or mangy, he's close and literally coursing all around me - through me ... he is me. I am God. This is the oneness that all wise people speak of: the immersion of the self, thoughts, actions, emotions, all life, into a giant pool of consciousness where all things are shared and true and Justice is equal for everything. Step into the pool and be healed because everything in it is whole.

In life, Christianity for the most part sees do's and dont's and doesn't care to pursue a higher life. Many of them look for a better way because the seed within them hopes (earnestly expects) for consummation with the spirit, but their vision is limited because they are interested only in what they have and what comes next.  They're not present. Hippies perceive the life of spirit and move in it but do not submit to the structure and clarity that gives our life here.Though more easygoing than most Christians, (I'm generalizing) they have few boundaries and aren't lawful enough in their pursuit. God is balance - all love and all direction, where direction is the law of his word. He is missed when the law gets heavy, because there's nothing heavy about Life and Grace and Peace. You can't keep the law, you can observe and maintain it to the best of your ability. From there you grow. You're not expected to keep it; he hopes you'll look for increase because the law is a way providing clarity in a mess of detail and circumstance. It declares the simple truth when a bevy of other cries bombard you with other justified and less true truths. So just be you. Don't put on, or lie, beat around the bush, or water things down. Bring it out like it's moving in you - anger, frustration, uproarious joy. Or don't. They're only circumstances, and if we're truly in God, then the people who get offended right out of my life aren't partaking of the grace that I'm learning to drink of.
It's about being present and growing up and down, side to side, glory to glory, because God just keeps on raining down.  He dwells outside of time and we get hitched up in it. I won't lament for the person who'll be leaving in a month because I have them now. If it comes down to it I can call, email, skype, facebook, or let the world know with a tweet that I miss their body and am glad they're somewhere they need to be right now.
There's no distance in spirit anyhow. Pray for me, and your desire for my presence will be lessened because we're in the same pool. So I'm grateful for everything roundabout me and all the inner workings of the spirit. I am empowered to move in Grace, because God has propelled me into my next steps and those are never without Christ.
This is all about receiving, the willingness to open up to whatever might be higher and better than myself. I am closed when I think I'm good just as I am. I am good, and whole, and if secure in this state I'm prohibiting my expansion of self into something I haven't yet perceived. There are two levels here: the natural and the spiritual. In the natural, my steadfastness is a planted-feet I've-come-this-far-and-so-am-strong mentality. In the spiritual realm, this security is founded in the Lord and instead of digging in to stop something I am able to stand and receive whatever will stick. Receive of whatever comes at you and be sure the Lord will sort it out. We dedicate so much energy to determining what we'll receive that we waste ourselves and staunch our growth because we think we know exactly what we need. I don't know how God looks. My faith is growing that he approaches me in a multitude of ways I haven't yet seen, considered, or been open to.
So if the walls start speaking to me of life, I won't be surprised.

4 comments:

  1. C.S. Lewis....
    I read the comments from the previous post and after scanning this one, the reoccurring thought has consistently been C.S Lewis.
    Quotes for this blog entry:
    “We may ignore, but we can nowhere evade the presence of God. The world is crowded with Him. He walks everywhere incognito.”
    "Every Christian is to become a little Christ. The whole purpose of becoming a Christian is simply nothing else.”
    “I think all Christians would agree with me if I said that though Christianity seems at first to be all about morality, all about duties and rules and guilt and virtue, yet it leads you on, out of all that, into something beyond. One has a glimpse of a country where they do not talk of those things, except perhaps as a joke. Everyone there is filled full with what we should call goodness as a mirror is filled with light. But they do not call it goodness. They do not call it anything. They are not thinking of it. They are too busy looking at the source from which it comes.”

    "Check In At the Front Desk" quotes (inspired by the comments and content of the post):
    “Child, to say the very thing you really mean, the whole of it, nothing more or less or other than what you really mean; that's the whole art and joy of words.”
    “I write for the unlearned about things in which I am unlearned myself.” ― C.S. Lewis
    “One of Satan’s best tricks in the Twentieth Century, is to make people believe he doesn’t exist”.
    (All quotes above were composed or spoken by C.S Lewis).
    Thoughts have inevitably been repetitive throughout the progression of time. The way in which people present them does vary, however. Ideas, despite their reappearance are originally illustrated. That's one of the Lord's novelties. He makes each person's heart beat purposefully for Him, and may place similar talents within each person, but He gifts us with uniqueness in presentation.
    My cousin is in the midst of attending medical school. In one of her classes she was required to examine bodies (the insides). In the midst of studying the individuals internal organs and all, she recognized that no body is the same. We are all created to function in the same way, but not one resembles another entirely.
    This, I presume, reflects how Christian's are all renewed, reformed, rejuvenated, revived in spirit, etc... for the same purpose. Several people may be a 'Jesus Beamer' (word I use to describe someone who brightly shines a Jesus-Esq attitude/love) through singing, giving, serving, writing...but God gifted each child with the ability to freshly present the Father's loving, gracious, joyous, and concerned personality to/with the world.
    I noticed you conjured up a reply to a statement, and you notified a reader that your ideas are "fresh". Truth: your ignited thoughts aren't necessarily new...some of them may be, but fact is that your mindset has stitching that differentiates from any other writer- making your ideas 'fresh' in that aspect.
    You write of similar events/notions that others have too, before your existence, but God made you Hans... an original masterpiece designed for the same purpose as the surrounding art pieces! The world's response to your viewing in God's Gallery is different than their reaction to another painting (another person/Christian), but they/we are all handcrafted to portray God to their/our audience- the world.

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  2. I'm really loving my journey because I've come to a place where I am unafraid of alienating people. I'm not worried about saving face or offending, because God's dealing with MY heart, and that's all I have (any semblance of) control over. I can be sweet with words, and I can tailor my thoughts to reach you specifically, but how does this refine you? If we've a trusting relationship, how does my only ever being sweet build a lasting connection? If you're only ever given things, you develop no muscle tone; it's not my job to rub you the wrong way, I just remain true and God produces miracles where we thought none existed. I'm speaking of friction, of the refinement that comes from high heat. My perception of life in a church is flaccid and lukewarm - the study group, the potluck, the 'how was your week?' catch-upness. A strong body is fed on meat; meat is hard won. Who will work for their meat? Is it easy to be with other believers (because we believe the same basic tenets) or is it trying (because I have to face Faith and my obedience or disobedience)? Offences Must Come. My Faith is built up in the friction because when talk gets Real my eyes can be opened to what I thought I believed, what I think I know, the practices I perform, the talk I talk, what clarity is, and why I get so frustrated! Frustration is not the spirit of the Father and yet he's in it; why are you frustrated? Oh, I had only little understanding here and here. Score! Go free.
    His glory doesn't shine ON my badness, my sin, it shines out of it. My heart's stance (faith) yields actions (fruit) that I can either say are awesome or I can despise. I wouldn't say it out loud, but because I have no understanding of who God REALLY is, I have no clear identity in him, so no self worth, and don't believe I'm deserving of/that he'll ever grant me a significant other. So I work from the outside in to try to feel rectified in my heart of hearts: I get into a relationship (marriage?) so God won't be a liar, so I'm deserving of what I want because I'm valuable (my other half says so), and successfully form a shoddy identity based on the appearance of fruit regardless of its quality, never taking into account that these roots were rotten from the beginning.
    That got jumbled.
    I'm not concerned about being new or ransacking the faith of the faithful ones who went before. They are venerated; I am only where I am because a little faith has lasted in the Earth. I say these ideas are fresh because I don't hear them ANYWHERE. Not life, not relationship, not acceptance of the true and powerful God who is present and active and works in the face of Man. I tell you, he doesn't look the way we think he does.
    Please think me arrogant! I am proud to no longer fear discussing what is being wrought in me! I don't think I'm better - I'm diminishing (Praise God) - and in the same breath my feet are planted firmer and I feel taller than I ever have. I understand every person has their own walk, but God doesn't change, and Satan's only got so many tricks; our walks look different but are the same.
    Refiner's Fire/my heart's one desire/is to be holy/set apart for you my master/ready to do your will. Who are my brothers and sisters? Those who do the will of the Lord. What is that refining fire? What does the light of God look like? It's pure, and we haven't been pure, so we get brillo'd into cleanliness. He's really just polishing us because we're perfect from jump (in him), but his attentions seem so foreign to us we must deserve some berating. Silly perception. We don't understand justice.
    I just started reading Nietzsche, and it's blowing my mind. I had one idea about him (not favorable) but barely into 'Thus Spoke Zarathustra' I'm encouraged and exhilerated. I find faith everywhere! This is how God's ever-present: he gives me good food at every turn.

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