Flame afire

Blast.

Pressure fire,
the sheep find their bounds and come
a-running to the master when the fire breaks out.
Let me Hear you! I need your comfort!

You've built a receptor into me....Oh.
You've built me as a receptor,
a lightning rod to thrill when you see fit to strike,
when I'll receive.

Orange, yellow, Blue Black centered.
Dancing, Shifting, flame of favor,
dancing light of mine.
Singing, shouting, patient fervor,
waiting, pressed, explosive tested

This grass green is shadowed! What for?!
Mature! Faith is no small thing. It's certainly every one thing.
Wasted. this chute i may explore from side to side, but the past is behind me.
I'm not me the me I was. I'm me the he he's borne.
I felt the weight of everything. The weight of a cross on my shoulders.
Build me up, father. So I can stand. Just stand with you.
Intensify. I ask you. I've not been willing, just wanting.

Today a prayer for offering was given. I was holding my right leg (as in strength; a son is said to be the right leg of his father). I offered up my leg. The very real prayer from my heart was 'I offer this father, my strength for yours. No more burnt offerings from this son, but I willingly give you what I have held and prized." He met me.

the reign, Elohim, of you.
Power, mighty power, all fortitude to break through.
I was falling apart today, my shelter, la pared, crumbling.
to be replaced by something Huge. Magnificando.
My outer self unzipped, the old skin fell to my feet and I stepped from it.
Then my innards roiled and spewed. I yelled and cried and wailed for understanding.
I'm running on a new operating system that is fundamentally different.
How. ? This is why I'm here.
I'm at the keys to write my father on my heart. To find on the wall the destruction of the former and the instruction of the new.
I am bold. Daring, full of love, and caring. I'm undying, this truth revealed. Nothing feared, I am the healed.
i rank among kings, I'm gifted beyond all things.
Magnificence isn't mandatory, it's instilled. Distilled.
Honor isn't gained, it's received and held.

The strength of this is still here.
I drove, sure of his presence, unseeing.
I don't seek you father! I acknowledge you here. You're not removed, a presence.

NOW

Behold Glory made manifest.
I was so close, bridging between my shore and yours. Then I looked down and sank into the water.
This is Chapter 1 of my walk. Deign become you. Take you on. Take on me, take me on.
Providence.

I can't figure my way around the sound of the earth. I declared I'm no judge, but you are. I declare your judgement, that I can judge no man. Challenge, fortitude, strength to take a step into what you will for me. This moment presents your plan before me. I Submit my will to you. I hear. And I'm no longer silenced. I'm not stopped up; I'm unstoppable. I am Quite Able. Quite Capable. Entirely Confident in You because you're greater bigger faster stronger than the enemy. You're smarter, cooler, dreamier, more enchanting than the earth you've created. I love you with my arms, my feet, my heart, my ears, and my soul, the entire vessel  of me submits wholly to you. Neither sleep, or work, nor death, life, nor fish, foul, or bear, nor disappointment, disenchantment, or earthly glories can separate me from the heart of you. Your heart is the center of my being. Of my mind. of my eyes. of my heart. Anywhere i go I go in you, footsteps toward you. Purpose, love enduring.

My Asemic You

New depths now, Papa. In awe. I stand. Shock and awe. You tenderly ignite the fluid of me, my fluid self. I'm a lantern, now. A Fire-man, a man on fire, a sacrifice for the beloved. I AM NOT MY OWN BUT I AM HIS WHO MADE ME. Take me home, love. Or keep me here for a time. I want to be one with you, for this world's got Nothin on you. I love you here, and am loved, because i don't save any of me for anything else.