10.22.2011

The Old Testament is called the Book of Love

Love leaves nothing and Faith preserves all.
My time here is short,
but this other place
rocks of strength
deals in righteousness
shines deliberate light.
Move forward into the design's
clean lines: the order of first things,
where we are redeemed and our debts are undone,
where relationships are fully established,
where power is the fear of God.
Become the spirit man
here and with Him
(we were spirit first)
and so spirit we are.
My breath is automatic/astonishing
the very inflection of my God totally.
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    I felt this so deeply, yet I'm convinced it's more than just feeling. One of those right things, correct. Maybe true. You're precious to me, so much and full of something elsewhere coming though me. I but partake of it. It's so important to hear so we can know these are ties that bind. But I guess others won't feel it the way I do, or they'll shrug it off the way I have, so it goes unsaid and I move forward "settled" in knowing a thing, but growing none for not moving with its purpose - and they cant've heard if it wasn't even put out there.
    This is my love - that I'll tell you what is in my heart and that which moves upon me. For MY freedom, liberty, and growth. Correction, instruction, and reproof to both parties so that gain, growth and increase may sprout and shoot to life in shared and flowing momentum. A thing like this cannot be stopped. Neither flood nor fire, drought, plague, or low season would, even could stop this. It's not possible that these things are unprofitable- how can they come against us? is not every day a day for the soil? To rest, rejuvenate, to be worked, whetted, turned, tempered, sapped? and is it not all purposed?
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I have wanted to be the Origin. I have identified with the one who would take my father's place. This is not me. I hear under and receive because I have given honor, given place. I don't need to be received anymore, because my reward's not here.
I get revelation and a high and expect the world to be changed. I seem disappointed when it's not. But it is changed because I am of a new heritage, nationality, orientation, frame of reference. The world's new because I'm anew and the Father's work is wrought in me.

Esau   = carnal minded
Jacob = the soul in transition from carnal-mindedness to spirit-ruled
Israel  = "will rule as God"

       Esau            I have hated            -             Jacob                        have I loved
Your bondage                                         Your soul in transition

Jacob becomes Israel.

Actively choosing His eyesight increases my ability to receive, trust, love, and remain sovereign. Thank God for the Power of Faith, that believing (even unseeing) I can move in the Way because it's consistent and pure.

You only sin when you won't repent - because every action is redeemable if one's heart is to increase. 
Sin is merely unbelief, a turning from God and His word that all his promises are Yes and Amen.The lack of repentance belies a hard space in your heart where faith must grow. Until it becomes Faith, it will be guilt, self-pity, and weight, all which represent distance from God, all of which are supposed to make it clear you're not with Him. He's calling you Home, to Peace (Paradise) perpetually.

To become the new you, to embody this new perspective you must go through transition. The tough time of giving birth is where pressure is the greatest; where voices speak the loudest, and emotions run wild. But with Faith, you may stand strong. The Faith gives you the power to be obedient in word and deed, to maintain the way, and come through more capable than you have literally ever been. And having gone through a certain work, finding the life of it, the truth on the other side, you can assist others, being built up in faith where there was none.

We've thought correction was rejection. It is love. Those God loves he chastens, corrects, and rebukes (reproofs). They bring light to the darkness and we are ashamed of having been dark, so our head falls. However, there is no sin where there is faith, and who can be against us? So be Loved, because you are. Choose that perpetual passion and be worthy, because you are. The kingdom is yours.

2 comments:

  1. Why did you post this one? When was it written?

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  2. Modified notes from...an old notebook.

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