I am but here, a consolance for whatever occurs.
I am but here. Carry on without me, I am but here.
Smashing your walls, I endeavor in fear of the workings.
To cast about in wonder will unveil the myriad subtleties which lie hereunder,
the feigned withering, the undying devotion of dedicated slights and dessicated promises told for favor’s sake. The truth-made-real sings blaring warnings for those far and wide: know what’s coming; the Lord hath said. And it comes, a giant sweeping cloud, stomping the ground with meteor thunder-steps which rive the land, tear and blast, water ignite and scorch.
People run in fear not knowing, ill-informed for lack of attention.
The tribal trees blaze glorious leaves,
A greener arbor never seen.
The breeze flays the skin of every tree, but this one
Burns so brighter.
Higher than all, closer to heaven, follows on the heals of favor;
There’s nothing greater than that forever.
Today I rend the edited veil,
Today the brighter day, sincerely.
Let’s sit. Let’s sit and be.
Me first, I grow.
Going forth there’s nothing better than this.
How may I come along side you?
I’ll gather here.
Danse! Reveal the kinetic truth of glory - a motion; fluid or no, tied to nothing but you.
I am with you; need nothing of you; so you just do you – that’s my satisfaction.
I too, truly (awry) awhirl in all of me – becoming more found and finding I’m founded.
Diving for the first time
Shines a frost-swept cap of shame
Today I’m gilt
Today I’m frozen
On fire, heartbroken flame.
No more to entrench within, but found
I hear inside
The ghost has told me evermore
I’ve been set free
And now inspired
to more Dreamt dreams
A true lived life
a life the stars desire
In death
How can this be?
I feign ignorance and make my walk a struggle
When all I do is sway to music I’ve loved so long.
I recognize
it sang over me in water
It sings over me at night
It rains over me in living, life-giving daylight
all is for my remembrance.
Come back to me,
Come back home.
I dream of nectar, sweet as dew,
The taste of things unseen
But in spirit and in truth.
The gospel:
Hear / don’t hear
Receive and change/ don’t receive and remain the same.
Tree of life / Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil
When we think we know what is good and what is evil we are in enemy territory. So hear and return. If you stay out there you'll get hurt, but if you repent, return, turn again to the light and your protector you're covered. Only pride keeps you in that open plain to be shot. COME BACK HOME! Jesus shouts from the lush garden. But He can't (read: won't) make you do anything; that's His faith. He knows you'll either return to safety of your own volition or get shot and come crawling back. All He does is make Life available.
Does this serve you or are you subject?
My freedom is stolen so quickly when I believe I’ve done wrong, or, really, done anything at all. He provides the choice, I make one, he permits it (for I am sovereign), and then it plays out. I don’t actually do much – I simply serve him in liberty or play out the judgement I chose. This is how we oppose ourselves – when we choose the lesser voice we are puppets and do things not of our own volition but by the will of the one who hates us. This is how we end up asking such questions as ‘why did I do that?’ and ‘why did God let that happen?’
You get a message you don’t think could be;
Trinity wakes you up; you fall for her;
Six foundational stones; The works of the grace of Jesus Christ – we know and fellowship the growth that comes of them.
The foundation is built on the apostle and prophet: the walls and structures are built on the old. The former cannot be without the latter and vice versa. Grace to the stumbling.
We bear witness to the signs: hail, fire, purging that know I am inheriting.
I’ll shake the earth and the heavens: the law on the tablets is the shaking of earthly things. The heavenly is the voice of a man that afflicts you. “Blessed is he who comes in the name of the lord”: the presence of a man.
Hebrews 6.
Lay the foundation in Zion:
1. Repent from dead works
2. Faith toward god
3. Doctrine of baptisms
4. Laying on of hands
5. Resurrection from the dead
6. Eternal judgment
An anointing comes from order. It shakes all that can be shaken: this is sure.
I must lay foundational stones, carry them. Jesus pointed to the OT – law and prophets. I must study the current word in order to be in season. Faith, here. Love, life. The open-hearted reception of understanding and the way of order.
The Sovereign Nation: God will multiply and bless me and no man can steal this.
All that denies the tiniest movement within me is heretofore uncommitted, foregone and surrendered, small loves fragmented and undigestable - misunderstood. The thrillest thoughts meander disillusioned, until they are captured with a butterfly net and brought together as a whole, as a purpose, and clarity is added to my vision.
She lives.
She wakes and is brought about.
Lifting head from pillow, a rustle of sheets paired with flower-petal thoughts of dreams and light
She opens her eyes and joys in the son
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